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every saint has a past, every sinner a future
stuck in limbo between the two
Created on 2004-04-29 13:40:01 (#2993651), last updated 2009-12-28
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| Name: | Icarus |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 1984-01-09 |
| Location: | Delaware, United States |
everything you can imagine is real
- animal lover; my best friends are Bella, Dakota, Abby, Corona, and Teh Jet Monster
- atheist
- vegetarian
- soulless, unfeeling, cold bitch (how fitting that one of my jobs is as a receptionist)
- bisexual (... or asexual?)
- back in school for another degree
- multi-job-workaholic, yet chronically poor
- will eat anything made of sugar or peanut butter
- beach bum but terrified of the ocean
- introvert (which is why the Internet is beautiful)
- tattooed
- daydreamer
- flying too high, melting my wax, every fucking time...
I love TV because its my escape from real life. I want to be a Navi, a gargoyle, Batman, Six, Gillian Foster, Aeryn Sun, Lisa Cuddy, Bones, Elizabeth Weir, a wraith, someone on the other side of the alternate universe mirror, ANYONE.
I love football and hockey because it gives me something to be passionate about. Go Eagles. Go Ravens. Go Flyers. Go UD and your Fightin Blue Hens.
I love Delaware and am proud to be a native. I hate people from Jersey who obnoxiously come over the bridge to use our clean(er) beaches and our tax free shopping all the while calling us a bunch of rednecks and idiots because we're not cool enough to be from Jersey. Fuck you.
I have issues. I think we all do. I don't feel because every time I do, someone hurts me. I find it to be easier this way. I want to sleep forever, to watch a thousand crimson sunsets, to feel the first warmth of a spring sun, to hear the water tumble over the rocks in a creek, to taste the salt of the ocean breeze. I want to tattoo a million things onto my body and not have people ask me stupid questions about them.
I love my flist because they are my real friends. Because they know who I am and are still here (which I find amazing). I can never thank them enough for the support that they may not even realize that they're giving me.
I love waking up in the morning and being able to appreciate the beauty of a sunrise while the horses sleepily walk to the barn, their breath steaming in the crisp winter air, nickering for breakfast and greedily nuzzling my empty hands as we welcome the first hues of a brand new day. I hope I never stop loving that.
There is no God. There is only this.

"Sometimes, the last thing you want comes in first. Sometimes, the first thing you want never comes."
Whose woods these are I think I know.
His house is in the village though;
He will not see me stopping here
To watch his woods fill up with snow.
My little horse must think it queer
To stop without a farmhouse near
Between the woods and frozen lake
The darkest evening of the year.
He gives his harness bells a shake
To ask if there is some mistake.
The only other sound's the sweep
Of easy wind and downy flake.
The woods are lovely, dark and deep.
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep. ~Robert Frost
your wolf suit is wearing thin
and your real skin
looks like it never bleeds.
two riders were approaching, the wind began to howl
- animal lover; my best friends are Bella, Dakota, Abby, Corona, and Teh Jet Monster
- atheist
- vegetarian
- soulless, unfeeling, cold bitch (how fitting that one of my jobs is as a receptionist)
- bisexual (... or asexual?)
- back in school for another degree
- multi-job-workaholic, yet chronically poor
- will eat anything made of sugar or peanut butter
- beach bum but terrified of the ocean
- introvert (which is why the Internet is beautiful)
- tattooed
- daydreamer
- flying too high, melting my wax, every fucking time...
I love TV because its my escape from real life. I want to be a Navi, a gargoyle, Batman, Six, Gillian Foster, Aeryn Sun, Lisa Cuddy, Bones, Elizabeth Weir, a wraith, someone on the other side of the alternate universe mirror, ANYONE.
I love football and hockey because it gives me something to be passionate about. Go Eagles. Go Ravens. Go Flyers. Go UD and your Fightin Blue Hens.
I love Delaware and am proud to be a native. I hate people from Jersey who obnoxiously come over the bridge to use our clean(er) beaches and our tax free shopping all the while calling us a bunch of rednecks and idiots because we're not cool enough to be from Jersey. Fuck you.
I have issues. I think we all do. I don't feel because every time I do, someone hurts me. I find it to be easier this way. I want to sleep forever, to watch a thousand crimson sunsets, to feel the first warmth of a spring sun, to hear the water tumble over the rocks in a creek, to taste the salt of the ocean breeze. I want to tattoo a million things onto my body and not have people ask me stupid questions about them.
I love my flist because they are my real friends. Because they know who I am and are still here (which I find amazing). I can never thank them enough for the support that they may not even realize that they're giving me.
I love waking up in the morning and being able to appreciate the beauty of a sunrise while the horses sleepily walk to the barn, their breath steaming in the crisp winter air, nickering for breakfast and greedily nuzzling my empty hands as we welcome the first hues of a brand new day. I hope I never stop loving that.
There is no God. There is only this.

"Sometimes, the last thing you want comes in first. Sometimes, the first thing you want never comes."
Whose woods these are I think I know.
His house is in the village though;
He will not see me stopping here
To watch his woods fill up with snow.
My little horse must think it queer
To stop without a farmhouse near
Between the woods and frozen lake
The darkest evening of the year.
He gives his harness bells a shake
To ask if there is some mistake.
The only other sound's the sweep
Of easy wind and downy flake.
The woods are lovely, dark and deep.
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep. ~Robert Frost
your wolf suit is wearing thin
and your real skin
looks like it never bleeds.
two riders were approaching, the wind began to howl
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